January 2010
“Talk low, talk slow, and don’t say too much.”
– John Wayne
So uncomfortable
I’ve never been as uncomfortable in my own skin till now… 20 I am now 20. I feel, what do I feel? Happy, sad, disappointed, angry, excited. I’ll get used to it in a couple of weeks, or months. I know, I know. 20 isn’t THAT old. But, you see, I have this feeling A gut rot feeling A feeling that something big is going to happen, Good or bad and it makes me shake, i am so...
I'm gettin antsy
Worrying about it day in day out,
till I am sick as a dog.
Lying in bed restless night after night,
with only my old teddy bear to comfort me.
Balling a tsunami,
my eyes ‘bout roll out of their sockets.
Laughing so hard from insanity,
as the last liquid I consumed shoots out from my nose.
I’ve bitten my finger nails down to their tips.
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